..

i feel inferior to go back.
no one can understand this feeling.
you wearing skool uniform. she wearing skool uniform.
everybody is wearing their jc skool uniform.
heys. wheres mine?

this is a tough decision.
but i think its really necessary somehow (:

hdb selection later on.
i need lots of luck.

能遇见你

已经是很不可思议了(:

:)

change blogskin liao!

i think i promised to do this tht day (:

6 weird facts about myself

1. im sensitive. very sensitive. i get emo very easily. esp when i felt smth amiss btw any relationships.
2. im indecisive. i dont know what i really want in life.
3. im blur. i believe in lies. i believe in crap. i believe in almost everything you tell me.
4. im very pessimistic. i dont like to give myself hopes. cuz ive always been disappointed.
5. im crazy. when i sad this moment. i can smile at e nxt person who talk to me.
6. i like to daydream. i hope the phrase happily ever after will really come true :)

thtpromise.

:(


sorry.
i know im very impatient nowadays.
i really dont like ppl to make me repeat more than 3times.
i dont know why.


i dont wish to throw temper.
but i dont like repetition.
its not only irritating.
its also very annoying.
do you know tht?


had class chalet on wed and thurs.
this is e sec time i went to chalet.
and im glad tht its really much much more better den e first one i went to.
firstly. i dont feel left out.
and we had fun together :)
secondly. i have you with me.
i felt secured :)
thank you.


went to semakau today.
its my second time gng.
i like my first trip better though.
but e ferry ride there this time is better :)
e sea breeze is cool :D


i need jobs.
anyone got lobang? :(

you.

:D


exams are OVER!
yay clapclap (:


celebrated his bday last sat.
got smiles.
got tears.
first time cried so hard in front of him.
first time he cried in front of me.
well.. i duno whose fault it is..


i hope everything will be alright.
can you wait forever?

playTIME.

im tired.


long time no blog.
life isnt quite gd for me.
with many many tests and upcoming exams.
im stressed like shit.
i want to score well.
but.. can i?


relationships problem sux.
wte relationship also sux.
i just want to live in my own world facing myself everyday.
im sick of trying to communicate with people.
what kind of reality is this..


no more sms.
no more msn.
no more phone call.
what is gng to happen to us.

lost.

withandw/o

you.

`


有个老婆驾着老公的车子出去.
半路上遇到了车祸.
虽然只撞坏了bumper.
但她还是担心老公不知会怎么骂她.
害怕得哭了起来.
当对方要抄下她的车牌号码和 license 时.
老婆就到车里拿车的保证书出来.
这时一张字条掉了出来.
上面是老公的字迹.
老婆, 如果车子发生了什么意外. 你要记得.
我爱的是你.
不是车..


i asked him.
what if i damaged your car.
his first thought is
'send to car factory lorx.'


was quite disappointed somehow.
would you wish someone to ask if you are ok first?
or think bout the car first?


who would be as sweet as e guy in e story?
i suppose i can find none..
owell..


today was a disappointment.
the feeling of gng back school and home alone may be a gd time for reflections bahx..


you dislike e way i keep quiet
you dislike e way i approached a male cher.
you dislike e way i tell you what you do to make me sad.
im tired..
i dont know what to do..

风吹醒 那些曾经

转过身 我用眼泪聆听

:)


exams are coming.
kinda stress.
cuz i feel tht ive got not much time left. yet i duno where to start.
yea. its tht pre-olvl stress again.
somehow. i miss loyalty again.
but owell. i guess we should move on and stop thinking bout the past.
we cant go back yea..


geomatics traversing test was ok.
but way out of my expectation.
mayb cuz of external reasons bahx.
if i was given more time to prepare myself and get myself cooled dwn b4 e test.
perhaps i will do better (:
but hey. i got full marks le :P
so hahahax. not to think bout it anymore :D


trying to study veryvery hard.
yet i feel tht im getting more and more slack.
thts so bad uhoh :(
i wna do my best.
so tht i can play with all my might after the tests and exams.
but i feel tht im really having olvlphobia.
i hope i can have more confidence.. :(


sometimes im so afraid to lose you.
was keep thinking if tht day e one who go out with you is not me.
will everything change..?
what if one day you left.
what if one day i left.
what if one day someone came..
argh. i hope things can remain as it is forever..

ineedyu.

huiyi (:
dewt1A/01
empathy0304
loyalty0506
happyfool
justthis-@hotmail.com
oweijoailubuodnemin

i wanna be happy. :)

just you will do.